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Fren, Lebih kurang 24 jam kemudian akan kita sama- sama menyambut kedatangan tahun 2011 kan? Banyak kenangan manis mahupun yang masin boleh direnung kembali and sama- sama berikhtiar dan berusaha serta berdoa agar orang yang kita kasihi dan hormati akan senantiasa sihat-sihat walafiat hendaknya kan? Seterusnya bangkit dan pandang jauh ke depan, beranjak serta menuju ke arah kehendak harapan baharu, tujuan baharu serta tekad kuat kita untuk meneruskan perjuangan hidup bersama- sama dan pasti akan saya berdoa bahawa kita sama- sama berjaya dengan daya usaha dan titik peluh diri sendiri demi masa akan datang dan ingat! perjalanan hidup masih jauh selagi diberi peluang olehNya. Paham ke dan I tak paham le ha ha ha

Fren, Masa berlalu dengann pantas dan tak menunggu, memang sekelip mata saja dah sampai ke penghujung tahun2010 di mana suatu ketika kita sama-sama menyambut kedatangannya dengan seribu harapan dan sejuta perancangan kita, jadi apa hasilannya? Sama-sama lah merenungkan kembali sepanjang 2010 ini pada hari ini ok? Harapan akan tinggal harapan jika tanpa usaha yang bersungguh sungguh serta dengan mengikut perancangan rapi seketika dulu mahupun biarle bawa ke hadapan untuk tahun 2011 pulak! boleh jua apa salahnya sebab memang terdapat perancangan yang masih belum dicapai pada 2010 kan? Bawa ke depan dan teruskan tekad dan usaha nanti untuk tahun 2011. Pada saya, saya mencapai hajat dan matlamat utama saya setelah 9 tahun perancangan serta usaha demi usaha akan kecapaian Doktor Falsafah dalam bidang pendidikan pengembangan berkaitan Sains Sukan saya dan disamping itu penyelesaian sementara masalah peribadi dan diharapkan tahun 2011 akan sempurnanya penyeleasaian tersebut. Ke tiga, anak-ana...

Fren, Kebebasan yang dinanti-nantikan? kebebasan selalu dan kehendaknya ditunggu sejak sekian lama masanya? Akan tiba suatu hari nanti yeh yeh yeh namun pengorbanan pula apa akan berlaku nanti? Siapa tahu maka biarlah satu langkah demi satu langkah dan lihat apa akan jadi, jadi le. Soalnya atau pokoknya mendapat kebebasan ok, siapa peduli siapa yang betul dan yang betul itu tetap akan betul dan yang silap itu akan dapat balasannya ok. Siapa akan jadi mangsa? ada orangnya dan apa nak buat kalu sudah sampai ke tahap ini ok lantakle jadi diri berkeadaan tenteram dan kebebasan jiwa dan raga yeh.

Fren, Betul kata-kata ini, kerisauan ini tidak dapat menghilangkan atau menyelesaikan masalah yang dihadapi esok hari namun ianya pasti akan mengganggu ketenteraman hati hari ini. Jadi apa yang hendak dirisaukan sangat tentang apa yang akan berlaku atau masalah yang akan timbul? Biar sama- sama selesaikan masalah yang dihadapi di depan mata atau sekarang dan bukan asyik risau - risau dan risau pada yang belum berlaku dan mungkin tak berlaku pun yeh yeh. Do not make the thing too complicated because you think too much and just face whatever we need to face and solve the problem then senang hati cukup le maka biarlah tandatangani apa yang patut dan boleh diterima buat masa ini dan selesaikan perjuangan berketurun- temurun ok!

Fren, I received this article from one of my good friends and this was : Someone has written these beautiful sentences. Must read and try to understand the deep meaning of it.They are like ten commandments to follow in the life all the time and I would like share with you and others who as a blogger: 1] Prayer is not a "spare wheel" that you pull out when in trouble, but it is a "steering wheel" that directs the right path throughout 2] Do you know why a Car's WINDSHIELD is so large & the Rear view Mirror is so small? Because our PAST is not as important as your FUTURE. Look Ahead and Move on 3] Friendship is like a BOOK. It takes few seconds to burn, but it takes years to write 4] All things in life are temporary. If going well, enjoy it, they will not last forever. If going wrong, don't worry, they can't last long either. 5] Old Friends are Gold! New Friends are Diamond! If you get a Diamond, don't forget...

Fren, 1st of December? Why and what so special of it? Well, it is the World's Aids Day ok! It reminded the man kind to be more conscience and conscious about self and others life such as own spouse or even the own "un-sin" child in a family, it is worth it or they deserved it, fren? Life is actually full with challenges and Aids is consider one out of many possibilities man kind's ask disease or unfortunately been "deliver" kind of disease and yet there are tendency or challengers who dare to be "brave" themselves in the wrong perspective to "try out" or challenge. Last but not least, as far as humanity concept is concerned, whatever man kind do, please fall back to the fundamental and bear in mind that precaution better than cure ok. World's Aids day and man kind rememberance day.

What did SS graduates actually learn in their academic for each cohort or according to their syllabus? Are they versatile after obtaining the SS degree ? Are they employable? What about their employability in the community and how could they contribute to the nation as a whole? SS concise and consist even group of Sport management in the whole batch and they are attending to obtain by theory as well as practice in every discipline that listed out here: Human anatomy; Physiology; Human biomechanic; Kinesiology; Sport psychology; Sport sociology; Introduction to Sport Science; Coaching - team and individual event; Theory & Training methodology; Sport injury; Strength conditioning; Physical fitness; Aerobic dance and exercise; Environmental health and the quality of life; Human nutrition; Nutrition in sports; Sport performance analysis; Sport management; Outdoor activities and Profesisonal activities (consisted of varies games); Entrepreneurship; Sport economic; Calculus; Sport accoun...

Fren, Sport Graduate react as an extension educationist or agent? It is new to you? Well, let me share my point of view on the area of study from this moment onward (by series) ok? First at all, what is Sport Science graduate ? Graduate that have or obtained diploma or a degree in the Sports studies as well as recreation and management component (KPT, 2005) and they are eventually capable in contributing to overall GDP of a country when time come and it is addressed as SS for the later elaboration. Secondly, what is Extension Education ? It was defined as a system of non-formal education and it induces voluntary behavior among subjects through subjects' involvement in the planning, implementation and evaluation of related field programmes or even diversify field events as well as they are playing the main role of a change agent of formal and non-formal education perhaps they might treated as an added value change agent to the community that they involved in (Tan C.H., 2010). E...

Fren, Setengah jam, setengah jam dan setengah jam berjoging ni cukup cukup dah cukup untuk melepas penat lelah serta ketegangan perasaan = "Lepas geram" ok fren. Setengah jam tu berjoging dan biar janji berpeluh dan janji kadar nadi berdenyut lebih pantas daripada biasa dan terasa agak lega perasaan diri dalaman mahupun luaran dan hari seterusnya namun tak dinafikan agar bila sampai ke tengah hari nanti akan dirinya menguap sikit, tak apa janji sihat yeh! Physiological effects of jogging = every single cell being workout especially cardiac and chemical recation occur that rearrange the atoms of the chemical in a certain way, the potential energy is unleased and becomes kinetic energy for man.

Fren, Seolah-olahnya setiap hari I asyik mengejar masa, macam masa tak cukup je? Tak erti merancang gut? Tak jugak sebab memang suatu hari berlepas dengan hati yang memuaskan sebab melakukan banyak tugasan serta kerja namun ada lagi yang tak siap-siap yeh! Hidup ni biar bererti penuh dan lengkap supaya tak menyesal diri kemudian hari dah tak guna kan? Kata orang: Life's greatest enemy is oneself; Life's greatest failure is arrogant and Life's greatest ignorance is dupe ok. Kawan diri dan lawan diri serta melawani diri lain maksud pada lain orang kan? namun yang pasti ialah diri sendirile yang akan menentukan kemahuan dan kejayaan diri, kalu sombong diri tak payah cerita le dan kalu asyik nak menuduh kesalahan orang lain sedangkan diri yang membuat kesilapan atau salah amat payah untuk memaju diri ke depan ok. Betul?

Fren, Sekarang agar tenang jiwa dan naluri saya untuk mengahadapi kehidupan seterusnya setelah sekian lama bersama dalam keadaaan yang senantiasa huru- hara dan tak tentu arah tuju ye? Pegangan saya sekarang ini ialah biarlah saya hidup dengan senang dan tenang tanpa kekacauan yang tidak menentu serta tidak tahu apa pasal pun disebabkan oleh seseorang yang memang lahir suka akan hidup dalam umbang ambing kehidupannya sendiri yang seterusnya akan mengakibatkan saya tak tenang pulak, buat apa kan? Relax fren. Sekarang biarlah saya bekerja dan kejar impian yang nyata serta berkemungkinan besar berlaku kenyataan dengan tujuan membawa kebaikan serta peningkatan hidup sekeluarga beranak dua ni ok.

Fren, As far as career is concerned, I am in the education profession since 22 years ago and I keep on improving and enhanced knowledge in my field which is the sports science and education until I obtained my doctoral of philosophy in extension education of Sports Science lately on 11-2-2010 and recently I also been promoted academic post as Senior Lecturer in the biggest Public Higher Education Institution (PHEI) in Malaysia. I am in teaching field since long time years ago and I really enjoy my job so I make it as my career in term of lifelong learning concept or I am practicing the andragogy method (adult education) from pedagogy method (primary and secondary school) because I was in primary to secondary school before joining the PHEI. Well, career is where I could move and try to enhance knowledge and then contribute back to the nation if possible or at least the community per se. I will and I do like to contribute my knowledge for the sake of my country or community as a whole. ...

Fren, Perkara yang tergantung bermaksud perkara yang tidak dapat diselesaikan oleh sebab-sebab tertentu iaitu sama ada pihak yang ingin menyelesaikan masalah atau pihak yang menyebabkan masalah tersebut namun sekiranya salah satu pihak tak berniat untuk menyelesaikan perkara maka tergantunglah jawaban itu tanpa penyelesaian. Betul? Tergantung, tergantung dan tergantung dan cuma masa yang akan berlalu serta banyak perkara lain yang amat perlu diselesaikan lagi jadi tak apa le tergantung itu tergantung le tapi janji jalan kehidupan seperti biasa. Perkataan "Sabar" Sabar dan sabar untuk menanti penyelesaian yang sempurna ok. Sabar.

Fren, Masa sedih dan pedih berlalu ok hanya sisa sisa masa bersama dan tinggal masa untuk membuat keputusan yang muktamad saja, tak ada apa apa lagi. Anak- anak sihat walafiat dan hidup lebih senang hatiserta lebih reda le ok, bukan kata apa apa tapi memang kenyataan itu memang kenyataan saja, terima apa yang ada dan akan saya memperbaiki sepanjang masa sekiranya berpeluang memperbaikinya ok. Seterusnya harus membuat perancangan masa depan bersama dan mencuba ke arah the quality of life and the quality of time and togetherness with children and career part ok. Saya berdoa, semua pihak dalam keadaan yang patut ada serta sihat kehendaknya dan lagi- lagi diri saya serta anak-anak saya jua ok. yeh yeh yeh

Fren, Nasib saya satu macam saja, di mana saya masih lagi kena bersabar, bersabar untuk menghadapi "peperangan hidup berkeluarga"yeh yeh yeh apa tu? tak tau le! Merepek, merungut dan mengeluh tak tentu pasal buat apa? Baik simpan tenaga dan jangan membuang masa dalam melayani perangai "buruk" manusia itu yang tak tentu pasal, jadi adalah bodoh jika saya mengikuti rentak sipolan tu, kan? Hidup ni mancabar dan tak menentu akan masa - masa hadapan, tak tau apa yang akan berlaku namun apa yang boleh kita buat ialah usaha bersungguh- sungguh secara ikhlas - tak peduli akan hasilannya di mana saya percaya- budi baik akan dibalas baik dan yang buruk bukan tak dibalas tetapi masa yang lain gut? atau belum tiba masanya dihukumi olehNya ok betul ke? Yang penting, sekarang dengan gelaran Dr (PhD) maka rasional untuk menjalani tugasan resmi secara ikhlas serta lebih meningkatkan produktiviti kerja dan seterusnya penjagaan anak- anak secara tak pecah berbelah kasih sayang sek...

Fren, Hati sudah mati, paham apa ini ke? Ini membawa maksud kehilangan ingatan tentang gelagat, sikap serta jasad seseorang itu daripada ingatan seseorang lagi maka boleh dikatakan sipolan tu tidak berhati, tidak berjantung tetapi masih mempunyai jasad saja, namun sipolan tak termasuk akal pada orang lain termasuk orang yang terdekat pun. Sipolan tu hilang segala- gala seperti maruah, budi, bahasa serta diri sendiri dan tenggelamlah seseorang tu di atas dunia nyata ni dan sipolan cuma memainkan sandiwara sendiri- sendiri dalam bayangan awang- awang dan tak sekalipun terpijak tanah kehidupan nyata buat hidup ini, sedih sungguh pada sipolan tu walaupun sipolan tu patutnya berakal dan berpikiran serta berpelajaran tinggi (peringkat universiti). Apa akan jadi? Apa akan kesudahannya? Hanya Tuhan saja akan tahu atau Ianya menentukan kalu mengikut kepercayaan agama walaupun sesiapa pun kecuali mereka yang tak berpegang teguh seperti sipolan tu. Walaubagaimanapun, kenyataan situasi ialah ...

Fren, Once some things go "out track", that is the time we need to be calm and patient and it needs our passion to solve the problem/s, the dedication and the consistency as well in decision making at that particular moment is very significant actually and nobody could help you perhaps, the person needs to face it and take it (the challenge) or leave it? Well, life to me is really like "movie" and it is very interesting to go on life but somehow, there are wonderful people with wonderful life and bahagia yet they always complaint life is not good enough for them and of course there are people very unfortunate too and to me it is really depend on the person to take and face it, the internal strength of the person rather than out look fot the person say the answer ok! There is no permanent incidents per se but always and all the time, things in life would up and down from time to time and who can survive with it is the person could take the challenges and face the c...

Fren, Setelah 22 tahun berkhidmat dengan kerajaan atau sekarang ni berkhidmat kat badan berkanun, kali ini le kali pertama mendapat penghargaan di mana dinaikkan pangkat ke DM52 atau pensyarah kanan, ini adalah suatu pemberian yang amat bermakna terhadap kareer saya maka saya amat bersyukur dan ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada banyak pihak sehingga tak tahu mana nak mula dan siapa nak mulakan ucapan terima kasih saya ini. 1) Kerajaan Malaysia dan salam satu Malaysia. 2) Pihak VC dan Jab kenaikan pangkat-khususnya cik Farah 3) Fakulti pihak Dekan dan panel kesepakaran serta pensyarah yang lain; Pn Marzura dan staf bukan akademik. 4) Prof Dr Rahim dam para pemyelia tesis PhD dan pensyarah UPM yang lain. 5) Kakak sulung dan kakak serta abang- abang bersama keluarga masing-masing 6) Anak- anak dan si ibu mereka. 7) Kawan-kawan yang lain turut membantu kejayaan saya setakat ini mahupun untuk masa akan datang. 8) Pihak yang saya tak senarai turut dihargai jasa baik dan sokongan moral ...

Fren, Once a person keep on looking forward to take revenge even to the person who "close" to that person then I think this relationship would not be able to go longer any more perhaps its need to be serious re -consider or forget about to further together or end up this relationship for this moment. However, the very sad part is this relationship actually involve many other parties and some are really do not deserve or involve in this "game" life game so what to do? Look and see and wait until the proper time to react on it, that is all, Sabar again.

Very quiet, quiet and quiet between two parties in a family, it is agood sign? No communication and no convocation as well as no interaction in one family, it is healthy or right? Well, this is what happen now because two parties are busy with their own commitments or work? Quiet make one party feel very good because no body could border what the one does, nobody to mumble on what the other does ok? However, the consequences are huge and the ending would be something harsh or somethings than nothing happening as quiet life. I wish the party could stand with patient and life goes on as usual as before and back to normal as soon as possible? No. I don't think so because damages been done and that's.

Whatever happened before considered passed and things happened before could not change anymore, right? So, Look forward and walk toward destination and not all the time look backward and felt regretted, for what? That did not serve any purposes ok? Look forward, take the challenges at one thing at one time and face it or solve it if possible, if not see how much of savages could do on it. Life goes on and life is full with challenges and we do not know what would happen to us for the next moment but for sure we need to enjoy or try to enjoy whatever we have at the particular time right? Past let it go, now hold it tight and appreciate it much and forget about past and forgive about the happening because it was past and workout hard enough to go on daily basis as far as life is concerned. Last but not least, I sincere wish all of you the best in whatsoever you are ok bye.

Hancur harapan, hancur hati dan hancur satu keluarga iaitu apa yang akan berlaku seterusnya adalah tidak sempurna namanya namun kehidupan masih perlu dan harus diteruskan selagi masih hidup di dunia nyata ini. Tunggu masa dan tunggu apa yang akan berlaku seterusnya sebab segalanya masih pada peringkat awalan selagi tidak ada tindakan susulan berlaku oleh sipolan itu. Apa yang boleh saya buat ialah jaga generasi baharu dengan hati yang ikhlas, sebaik mungkin kerana merekalah menjadi mangsa orang dewas yang entah apa masalah sebenar maka doa sahaja dan usaha yang seterusnya amat berharga untuk diri dan generasi baharu saya jua.

Masalah..masalah...masalah...masalah ...dan bermasalah. yeh yeh yeh! Ketibaan masa untuk menyelesaikan masalah sekali gus gut? Boleh tahan dan manfaatnya jua kerana lebih baik daripada drag drag drag tanpa penghabisannya dan yang terseksa generasi muda. Kata pepatah: " Putuskan secepat mungkin, lebih lama akan lebih parah ya" ad betulnya jua kerana masalah tetap masalah dan kena selesaikannya suatu hari... cepat atau lamabt saja.

Ability is found to consist mainly in a high degree of solemnity (seriousness) by (Ambrose) Bierce. A person ability would be normally judged by others from the person seriousness towards completing their any tasks that had been given to them on time as well as quality. We judge ourselves by what we feel capable of doing, while others judge us by what we have already done. (Henry Wadsworth) Longfellow. They are able because they think they are able by Virgil, it is right, fren? or rational being quoted?

Fren, Doa doa doa lagi insan kecil ini sekali lagi. apa nak buat, nasib selalu kena doa ya! yeh yeh yeh. Doa kali supaya yang di hajati itu ini lebih lancar dan lebih selamat hendaknya. Doa satu lagi agak sukar dikaburkan sebab pokoknya sipolan sendiri tak nak sedar dan tak nak doa yang kawan ini nak berikan mahupun apa- apa yang hendak diperkatakan itu akan menjadi lebih negatif bagi bagi sipolan itu... entah lah nak buat apa lagi nak kata maka apa - ape nak berlaku jadi sahaja selagi kalu ianya boleh memulihkan pikiran otak benaknya doa...doa doa dan doa. Anak- anak sihat, aku sihat dan ahli keluarga yang lain sihat-sihat ok le apa lagi nak... jangan tamak sangat ok yeh yeh yeh.

Tak ada harapan lagi maka tak payah harap lagi le, kehidupan masih dan tetap kena dilalui seperti biasa sehinggalah masuk ke .... pikir ok. Ini bukan keluhan negatif tapi sebenarnya suatu pengalaman yang telah sekian lama melalui "perubahan" iaitu masa yang memang telah amat amat pahit serta tak terkata telah lalu atau dah tepulah kata orang maka sebagai seorang yang masih waras , life goes on betul? Biae saja apa yang nak berlaku- berlaku le pada sipolan itu namun sebagai orang rapatnya harus menjaga, mendidik dan berkasih sayang pada generasi baharu yang tak berdosa itu supaya mereka akan hidup sihat walafiat hendaknya ok?

Hancur harapan, hancur harapan dan hancur harapan insan yang tak terdaya ini sebabnya begitulah ceritanya iaitu alkisahnya apabila seseorang itu telah "kalah" atau "terkandas" dalam menjalani kehidupannya namun seseorang lagi itu yang agak dan patut kira rapat dengan sipolan tersebut dan ianya tak terkawal situasi yang berkaitan dengan kehidupan sipolan itu maka hancur harapan jawabnya, betul ke? Kemajuan teknologi seperti internet dengan websitenya, facebooknya, twitter dan lain-lain telah memberi kesan atau impak yang kronik terhadap sipolan itu sehingga dia kehilangan segala-gala harapan, tujuan hidup mahupun porak peranda rumahtangganya, sebabnya sipolan sendiri tak dapat mengawal nafsu untuk berinteraksi dengan orang "luar" dengan menggunakan kemudahan teknologi yang tersebut tadi sehingga "terlupa adanya orang yang rapat dan yang berhubungan darah daging dengannya dan sipolan membiarkan mereka merana dan hidup dalam keadaan yang serba salah ser...

Fren, Sekian tarikh yang tertera itu adalah tarikh yang agak signifikan terhadap perkembangan kareer saya selama 24 tahun itu contohnya pada 3-8-20 and 12-8-2010 sebab tarikh inilah akan menunjukkan tanda penghargaan atau tanda peningkatan kareer saya selamaini dengan kerajaan baik di pihak kementerian pelajaran mahupun kementerian pengajian tinggi Malaysia. Why? Why Why? I don't know man Yeh. Rezeki ada adalah dan kalu tak ..apa nak buat?- memberontak perasaan dalaman insan yang kecil hati dan sedih hati selalu ini bagi sekian lama berkhidmat dengan kerajaan Malaysia Ok.

Fren, Some psychologist had put up this statement: Words that speak in a day for Female is 24,000 words where else counterpart is 15,000 words and it must fullfil the quota only consider one complete day! so could you imagine that if those 24,000 words are full with the shits..shits shits.... what would happen to the spause ? or full with all negative connotations so can you try to figure out the partner's life would be? yeh yeh yeh. The moral of the story is keep quite or sillence when one party is talking crabs right? Forgive and forget and easy to talk rather than apply in teh actual life ok!

Fren, Happy Lifestyle? What is it? Easy to talk rather than practice the actual happy lifestyle ok fren! Do you agree upon this statement? Ha ah ha, don't ask le and tell what you want to tell only right? This is typical Malaysian ok? Well, fren, happy or not happy is depend totally on a person's feeling at the particular moment and this may cause by hormon imbalance, motion distracted , emotional unstable or hungry as well yeh yeh yeh or self dissatisfaction !! Lifetsyle could be defined as ways or behavioral of a person that practice towards enhancing optimal satisfaction and it is related to the question of how to manage one's lifestyle as presented or adapted from a model that developed by Ellis, Edginton and Howard (1973/1985) in the book title: Leisure and life satisfaction-m Foundational Perspectives (1995) Brown & Benchmark.

Fren, How are u? let's talk about blood pressure and as far as non genetic disseases is concerned, blood pressure would be the indicator in ditermine one person's health status, right? According to the report make by our minister of health lately said that the heart attack, stroke and high blood pressure (hypertension) increase about 220% from 10 years ago statistically and let's talk ok? This info are from the Omron Instructional Manual and not from myself ok, the classification of blood pressure by the WHO like which with systolic (Upper) and or over Diastolic (Below) in the unit of mmHg : Range of 120/80 and below = Optimal blood pressure or target value 120-130/80-85 = Normal blood pressure 130-140/ 85-90 = Normal systolic value 140-160/ 90 -100 = Mild hypertension 160-180/ 100 - 110 = Moderate hypertension and 180/110 and above = Severe hypertension So, where would be your blood pressure level daily? The most mild hypertension or some how moderate hypertension only ...

Janda baik, Janda baik janda baik punya, janda baik inilah nama tempat macam namanya , macam berlaku padanya walhal bukan, bukan bukan dan bukan ok. Nama tempat itu macam lekat dah sebegitulah inginnya menjadi janda baik gut, janda baik, janda baik dan janda baik. Apa hal dan apa yang telah berlaku dan akan berlaku kawan? Tak tahulah yang tahu itu ialah apa yang akan berlaku buat masa akan datang dan yang saya pasti tahu ialah tempat peranginan yang agak cool dan tenang sunyi saja. Janda baik, biar pun jadi dan nak sangat jadi, jadilah... apa boleh saya lakukan, saya manusia kerdil dan kecil jiwa serta yang memang nak dan turut memang janda pun janda biarlah jadi janda baik ok. Paham? tak ? Paham Tak... ha ha ha hi hi hi

Fren, Every thing we do or we wanted to do, we need time, need it to plan and materialize things, need time to maintain things or time to complete them and as well as need time to get feedback, so Time is the main factor for practically every things in this world. Time is fair for everyone = 24 hours and this is the only thing is fair for everyone without discrimination, so let's plan and let workout individually with the hours that we have and do not try to be jealous if someone is better time management and what is important is everyone should appreciate the time given a day and not to "tarnish" other insated of self workout man. The right thing that a person do will be always right and only one matter of time to justify the truth and the call by almighty will be soon or nothing happening ? No, is the matter of time ok fren?

Fren, There are positive and negative sights of an incedent happened right? So, as the result, it was depend on the "victim" to look at it! Right? Two parties who interacting each other for day in and day out and workout many things together and what is the important thing here is the togetherness come from I think that definitely a party who must always look at the positive sight of the other party and vice via ok? Other wise, they won't be able to work together for such a long long way or time ok. Friendship is so call friendship and the prolong or stay put the friendship would be another story or skill even in one marriage too - Spause need to look into the positive sight of their partner ok if not the tendency of... ias there and it is the matter of time only or tolerance level only, any body understand what am I talking about? No right, good that no one could border this opinion yeh!

Fren, I think we need to make life simple and simplify our life as well by trust ourselves, trust our capabilities and abilities too and belive that whatsoever we do is for the benefits of either self or family and nation wide as well. From micro point of view, we trust our spause, we trust our own selection and children and believe that they are sincere and truthful to our relatinship and partnership too. We believe that whatever they do must or should at least for the benefits of other party then life will be simple and happy ok. In term of trust, we could observe through the facial expression, words putting and gesture signs as well time could prove the truth or the believe that the single person wanted too.

Fren, Good move to practice the forget and forgive concpet or idea because they bring positive result to me as a person who always in "lacking" chances or luck ok! As the result, i will hold to this F & F for my later part of my career as well as family life. F & F really need the open mind or open heart to accept whatever you have at the moment and not stay in the past (history) ok and it is not easy at all but when you have love in your mind and heart than this F & F are not hard at all because of love fren. Past? could be border or experiences but not to feel sad , self pitty or self blaming until you could not move forward because no matter what was past, life still go on ok so as the reality, face this now rather than yesterday or...

Fren, Man must be able to be Tabah to face whatever possiblities happening surround you. Man have to be Sabar to face any ad hoc incedents or any news(bad or good) especially bad news. man need to depend on nasib even man try very hard to go on life but... nasib... Well, man could be very tabah, sabar and nasib always not sided Man because is a man. Thus, the man could be a destroyer, a devil or unpredictable man too when the time is not right ok!

Fren, Kejap elok, kejap tak ! Orang macam ini banyak susah nak bergaul dan payah untuk hidup bersama, bukan ke? Namun apabila dah jumpa dan jodohkan oleh yang Maha Esa, apa nak buat maka agaknya kejap ada, kejap tak ada sahaja. Pengadaptasian serta penyertaan bersama dengan hati yang terbuka diperlukan apabila terjumpa insan tersebut kan? Soft skill amat- amat diperlukan jadi pembelajaran tak habis atau tak akan tamat sepanjang umur/ tahun?! Kejap ada, kejap tak ada payah jua sebab tanpa ketulusan dan pengabdian terhadap komitmen hidup mahupun kerja maka kelam kabut dibuatnya betul?

Fren, Misi tak habis? Misi tak habis! tak kan habis selagi masih hidup di dunia nyata ini ha ha ha ! paham tak yeh! Tak faham? tak apa perlahan - lahan akan faham le tu. Selagi hidup dengan sihat serta berjiwa besar, biarlah hidup sehari demi sehari dan selesaikan misi jangka masa pendek satu demi satu, tak risau mak lama- lama akan jadi bukit atau gunung justerunya tercapai misi vis hidup le bukan ke? kesempurnaan tu tak wujud serta mustahir sempurna sepenuhnya namun yang terbaik, terelok yang kita cuba kan? Misi hidup adalah sepanjang hayat serta sepanjang masa jadi haruslah faham bila kerja? bila rehat? serta bila kena berhenti itu saja. yeh

Fren, Forget is to fail to remember or keep in the memory. Forgive is to say or feel that one is no longer angry about and/or wishing to give punishment to (someone) or (some thing). Inilah definisi dua perkataan daripada Longman Dictionary of Contemporary English (1978). Boleh capai dan boleh lakukan, this is very positive verbs and I need this very much other wise - life is suffer man and no where I could go man! However, cakap tak serupa bikin is always happening and also the negative incendents which happend all the time would be significantly bear in mind and not easy to make a change ok! Try, try and try, do not give out easily and try or give ourself the second chance ok?

Fren, We must be strong and we must help out ourself before other people are willing to help you ok! We work out first and work out seriously and thoroughly to our optimum first then the "helps" may come at last, I mean savor and critical situation then only voice out your "S.O.S" ok! I experienced this before during my final stage of thesis writing and thus the critical moment and hopeless time, the particular moment came across one "Help hand" and this make my journey move forward to the end with sucessfully and pray to the almighty to the helping hand wealth and proporous as long as alive ok. We must be strong at the first place then only we could work out without fail or give out too easily without reaching savor stage of life ok.

Fren, No matter what happened and will happenning, I still love and care about whatever I have now or future . To me, the world still pretty but full with challenges ok. I always bear in my mind that, there is no free lunch and there is no glorious all the time but at least please do not too extremely worst happen in a very short moment which this might turnished spiritually at the short time and then the person face the problem might just fall in deep shit ok. Well, pray to our believe and work hard to go whichever or whatever we plan by sincerity heart as well as without giving up too soon tehn I think there will be somethings happening to you especially positive concerned. Yeh.

Fren, Satu hari yang mana dapat dilalui dengan tenteram dalam perasaan benak telah mencukupi bagi saya mengucapkan syukur, syukur syukurlah. Hidup ini berdepan dengan sejuta dugaan dan cabaran serta bukan senang untuk medapat hari tenteram di dalam sepanjang umur sebab hari yang tenteram ini bukan hanya bergantung pada diri saja tapi orang lain mahupun persekitaran kita jua kena ambil kira betul? I am not prejudis and I am not negative thinker but I am very realistic guy who so far always facing trubulance and unstabilize life even until this moment so this is how I feel now at this moment and at this time as well. What would happen later or future ? No body knows and nobpdody could tell accept .... Menghayati dan menghargailah apa yang ada serta apa yang mampu sekarang buat sekarang supaya tak menyesal kemudian fren.

Fren, Syukur, syukur dan syukur jika dapat hidup seharian tanpa kesengsaraan mental, emosi dan fizikal mahupun, syukur saja le. Kehidupan ini penuh dengan cabaran demi cabaran, dugaan demi dugaan dan kesakitan yang tanpa dapat dikawal oleh insan tu diri sendiri tetapi ianya amat bergantung kepada persekitaran jua maka syukurlah sekiranya seseorang itu dapat hidup dengan aman tenteram serta sihat walafiat ok. Berdoa mengikut agam, kepercayaan diri sendiri dapat menenteramkan fikiran serta menpengaruhi jasad seseorang itu tanpa diketahui tetapi spiritually you will feel much better. Walaubagaimanapun, ini semuanya merupai perjalanan hidup seseorang itu pada dunia nyata dan harus dirempuhi dengan semangat yang cukup kental dan kuat sambil mencari jalan untuk melepaskan geram atau keluhan melalui badan supaya panjang umur kalu dibenarkan atau keizinan diperolehi. Dah dah dah jangan merepek lagi.yeh.

Fren, Setelah bertungkus lumus 9 tahun lamanya, sekarang pulak bertungkus lumus sepanjang umur puluak pasal masalah- masalah emosi yang mengganggu; tak menentu; serta tak pandang masanya jua yang menrunsingkan diri, anak-anak serta sekeluarga mahupun kawan-kawan persekitaran gua. Masalah- masalah senantiasa mencari insan Tan ni, tak habis- habis nasib gelap tu serta karma tak baik tu, apa ini? Tuhan betul-betul mencabar kesabaran, kekentalan serta ketabahan mahupun kemampuan saya mengurus diri serta ahli sekeluarga jua. Aiyah yah, apa lah nasib Ku! Saat inilah saya mengimbas, merenung serta mengenang orang tersayang terdahulu iaitu seperti mak dan ayah saya yang dah lama meninggalkan saya. Saya banyak berdoa, banyak mencurah baik jasa baik serta menyumbang ilmu yang ada pada saya kepada yang memerlukan serta yang amat memerlukan supaya membersihkan Karma buruk kepada yang baik dan saya berdoa jangan pada anak- anak cukuplah nasib saya. Yang buruk tu akan lalu cuma soalnya bila agak...

While, these leaders in my life happened during I was doing my one year course in MPIK (Maktab Perguruan Ilmu Khas) Kuala Lumpur. 1) Tuan Haji Abidin because of his courage and supportive recommendation for me to further my first degree in Physical Education. 2) En. Sridheran, who tought me mainly outdoor activities especially kayaking, he is an exspert in that field and he is my practicum supervisor as well, I managed to get an A gred from him for my Latihan Praktikal in SMSS Cheras, KL where this result make me think and also make me fully confident with my own teaching and learning process or method later on. Self discipline and self esteem that they showed during lecture time and demonstration make me learn a lot and at the same time bulit my self confident in Physical education knowledge and this got ready myself to further my study till PhD too. Last but not least, I would like to say thanks a lot and your knowledge and empathy would never ever forgotten by me ok, thanks.

Cahaya hidup dan bukan cahaya mata ye? Nampak saja dan gelap lagi serta nampak lagi sekelip saja, apa ni? Nasib itu nasib selalu ke ? Tapi saya tak mengalah begitu cepat tanpa usaha sampai saat saat akhir saya ok? Tidak tidak tidak, saya masih usaha lagi dan masih memperjuangkan hidup diri ni buat masa akan datang jua. Bila saya "give out" mean I will be at the end of my life time or "change" will taken place and reborn needed ok. Bila ? tak tahu dan pasti bukan sekarang ! So far every getting better and hopefully give some times to get the thing on track back and life getting better for future fren.

Cabaran? cabaran? Cabaran apa yang besar itu? Hidup....le. Selepas satu halangan besar itu yang mengambil masa 9 tahun itu itu le? sekarang cabaran lebih besar pulak... Kali ini, cabarannya tak bersempadan or infinity sebab ini dalam hidup, dalam kenyataan umum atau kenyataan awam dan berpanjangan sehinggalah akhir hayat ok! Paham tak apa yang saya maksudkan, Tak? Saya pun tak paham ok he he he, biar saja nak saya meluahkan perasaaan gua selama ini walaupun saya tahu apa sebenarnya masalah gua ini. Hidup itu harus diteruskan perjuangan ke tahap yang lain iaitu tahap yang lebih makro dan bukan kekal dalam micro saja ok. Hidup memang nyata mengahadapi masalah atau cabaran yang besar senantiasa bersama setiap insan cuma besar atau kecil dan ini pun terpulang kepada daya tahan seseorang dalam keadaan ketika itu. Paham tak ? Tak ! tak apa.

Fren, After the process of interviewing to admit Maktab perguruan Malaysia, I got the letter that send me to train as Physical Education teacher in Maktab Perguruan Temenggong Ibrahim (MPTI), Johor Bahru, Johor. In this maktab, En Aziz Daud as the Ketua Jabatan was my life leader where I learn up what actually self discipline that play the main role in created sucessful in whatsoever we do. He was always in white attire and as early as possible and waited his trainees to be there for the morning class and the firm commands as well as words he make and those words were make sense to every single trainee over the time especially me. "Do what you say" and "don't say it if you can't materialize it ok"- this is the expensive value that I leran from him and respect him until today and I have no doubt on whatsoever sucessful life he could be and wherever he was be too.

Setelah form 5, dan form six adalah zaman atau waktu paling gelap di dalm kehidupan saya dan ketika itu tak ujud seorang pun life leader maka tenggelamlah "Zaman remaja" saya itu. However, my second brother who was penolong kanan in one of the rural area schools who asked me to apply to be a school teacher with maktab train and he was the one who get the application form and guide me to fill in the form and submitted as soon as before the due date of the application and he is actually my life leader this time because of him and his help, I am like right now ok. Thanks a lot brother

Fren, If a thing is going alright or good, pray for it and maintain it for the betterment, am I right? Appreciate whatever we have at present and workout for betterment if ada rezeki, right? I appreciete whatever I have and whatever I had gone through so far and actually it was since I joined in the education line or field or other word, since I menjadi guru sekolah rendah kat ulu-ulu place back to 1985. Now I am in a varsity and I workout for the betterment from what I have with my own afford as well as supportive family members, frens and off course the institution that I work in.

Fren, Probation? Under observation? or what terms that you want to use ok, as long as some one try to change and it is the need of time to let the person to workout the change and definately look into the change by the other party for a period of time. Over night, things won't change as soon as over night unless paradign shift ok so be patience and let see the change over some time ok. I hope things getting better than yesterday and become the best for the rest of life. Well, once the things change to betterment than I think someone could workout triple and try to change the socio status of the family as well and better ending in this journey ok.

Fren, If you see someone is digging his/her own grave beside them, what would you do or could do? Give your helping arm, right? or just looked and let them be? yeh yeh yeh. Well, I have seen one's digging her own grave because of addicted to internet chit chatting and this make her life upside down and at the same time she spoilt her own family affair or silatulrahim and she is ignoring advices even her hubby tried too and the hubby could not even near her "iron heart" so... you see, how sad and how pitty do you think our fren will be and... Exreme case here by just sat down in front of the stupid box and she could go on hours from days and nights- even ignoring family members' needs totally and herself also "ala kadar" and without minimum rest then she fall in sick yet goes on her internet stuff, I would sad this is social sickness of one developing country but I can't deny that this problem mainly come from that particular individual herself ok.

Fren, No matter how is day by day basis things are happening, life goes on and no body could stop what would happened unless you claim yourself as the "God" and to me God must be crazy, right? Modern social sickness such as addicted to facebook or internet interaction no matter how old a person is may cause the whole family upside down and pity to the children who are in such family, may God bless the party so that she could "Lembut hati" and not concentrated on facebook chit chatting only and ignoring the important of communication in a family and values less may happen by day to day base. God, would you please help the person I maen to because the family is in the critical stage and there is no two way communicating for such a long time because no comment topics and one sided assuming the right totally so what...?

Fren, I gained my PhD but I lose "one" important part of my life and maintain 2 with me. Reason is one only- lacking communication or no communication skills and also left too long time - dendam, dengki dan ... tiada peluang untuk patah balik. Again, I would like to ask what is life? man. Tuhan saja yang tahu apa yang telah saya lakukan dan lalui sepanjang masa atau hayat sehingga saat ini ok dan Ianya yang .... entah lah! I still work very hard for another so call life proposal and all over I need to be patient - Sabar and work hard but the other part to me, never ever feel "lembut" lagi because too late for me to propose and let see, let wait and let workout-- what would be the ending -- let stay as now without losing the 2, my God.

Form six was the time that there was one teacher who treated me "very well" and that I learnt one important facts- 1) forgiveness may/sure make our life much easy and happy ok. 2) There is no single person should been scolded "Bodoh" because of this life leader action taken place on that point of time. Recall back- I was entering the form six class and there was Pengajian Am class and what I sat wrong considered rude to that PA teacher because one of my leg was out side the table where I sat so our fren yelled- Hey samseng, come here and why you put your leg out of the table- are u showing that u are samseng - bodoh... then he "looked" at me from my top to bottom and he seem to dig my weakneses or faults. The end of the day, I was a very young man so I stop going to school and I stopped my form six study there. Well, this life leader gave negative impact but yet let me learn somethings out of nothing and I could remember him for life too as what I learn ...

Fren, I did not mean that beside the life leader that I wrote for my primary school time only was the best teacher and the other teachers were not good no no no ok but the one I write out was the one that gave me huge impact or something like "turning point" in my personal life as far as my own point of view is concerned. Secondary school, there were two life leaders, at first for most, she was my form five form teacher - Mdm Selvaraj because she was the one reminded me that I needed to face SPM examination for the end of the year because I was too crazy and too busy about my school sports day and my sports' houses stuff until I really forgotten about SPM so she was sincerely "sounded" me and I really appreciated her reminder because of her advice on that point of time, I managed to passe my SPM with really last minute preparation (Very hard life and tension life). Well even my result was not good but still could survive into form six (government school). Se...

Fren, Basic education or the primary school level that the school I attended was SRJK (c) or now we name as SJK (c) which somewhere in Klang distrct, Selangor. That upon that time, to me all other subjects I could easily crossed accepted Bahasa Malaysia and Bahasa Inggeris- lemah. By the way, my mum was a person who use to count the failure marks from every single subject and accumulated then "canned" according to the total failure marks so I could say that practically every year since tahun 1 I was always "ready" when report card's time but by chance just because of the madam Loo who taught me the BM and BI subjects with explanation in bahasa inbunda if necessarily especially those vocabs and she encourage pupil to ask when don't understand the words, this make me scored 100 marks for the two subjects and as far as 2 terms or year 4 instead, this cauase my mum suspected that I cheated her and almost wanted to punish me but at last she listened to my explana...

Fren, Pada tanggal 11-2-2010. Senat UPM telah meluluskan pengurniaan ijazah Doktor Falsafah saya setelah 9 tahun jangka masa untuk bertungkus lumus, entah erti apa tu penat lelah, mati dan hidup serta hidup kembali mahupun hutang sekeliling pinggang atau pinggul? Tak tahu apa lagi nak cerita tapi yang pasti saya telah berjaya- Malaysia Boleh ok. Kejayaan saya ini bukan setakat kejayaan saya seorang saja tapi adalah sokongan dan bantuan banyak pihak smada yang secara langsung mahupun yang tak langsung sehingga saya tak tersenarai buat kali ini maaf sebab ... tanpa mereka tu, tak manalah pergi saya ini serta siapalah saya ini? Tuhan kepercayaan saya ini tak dilupai akanNya jua ok. Apa kata saya akan senarai dan menguraikan sumbangan mereka dalam petikan life leader saya seterusnya ok. Saya terkenang sangat ibu bapa saya yang telah meninggal saya buat selama-lamanya tu namun mereka tetap di dalam kenangan dan hati kecil saya jua khususnya apabila kejayaan saya ini tercapai selepas sekia...

Fren, First at all, I would like to thanks to my parent who passed away many years ago (father - 24 years ago and mothetr- 9 years ago) and yet I still clearly could recall and remember them until today even at this moment - I love you mum and ah chik. I feel deeply sorry for them because they wanted to witness my successful in my study but timing could not side them so... but I love them forever and they are my first and for most my life leaders, without them - where am I ? who am I? Papa was a soft spoken man, mother was an energitic woman- work very very hard to raise up children. She always told me - son, you must work hard, work very hard by yourself because otherwise nobody would helf you ok. Work to abtain what you wanted from your hard work too.

Fren, Chinese New Year is the symbolic of after one year hard work and survive in individual's career or life and need to be celebrate because successfully "survive" or survival of fittest, so some parties might disagree or huge celebrating on this session but need to be blessful all the year ok. Once a year is ending then a new year is going to and that's why individually need to set one's objective/s for their life circle in order to workout for coming one year time man, right? There is no free lunch, we need to work toward to obtain what you plan from beginning of a new year in this case and KPI or self NKRA need to be counted ok yeh yeh yeh.

Fren, Apa kata fren, kepuasan diri itu harus mengikut kemampuan diri dan bukan mengikut pandangan atau kehendak orang lain tehadap si polan (aspectation from others) betul? Sebabnya kepuasan ini adalah nafsu serta kehendak diri yang telah dipenuhi atau telah dimiliki kan? Namun setelah suatu kehendak si polan telah diperolehi maka tertimbul suatu keinginan yang lain pulak di mana kebiasaannya kehendak yang baharu itu lebih tinggi daripada kemampuan atau kehendak si polan itu yang kejar? Jadi sampai bila-bila pun tak akan diperolehi akan kepuasan diri maka susahlah, sebegitulah akan berlaku kepada orang yang tak erti kemampuan diri terlebih dahulu dan melulu mengejar impian dan mungkin cuma mengejar bayang bayang diri saja tanpa kenyataan dan hidup seterusnya hidup dalam kesengsaraan. Pada pandangan saya, biarlah hidup secara sederhana dan mengikut kemampuan diri serta banyak bersabar demi menetapkan impian yang sederhana dan di mana ianya mampu dikejar dengan usaha bersungguh- sun...

Fren, Kejar masa ke? atau masa kerja engkau fren?! ha ha ha either way has the rational sebab memang seolah -olah kita sentiasa kerja masa untuk menyiapkan program, projek atau masalah dan pada masa yang sama akan terasa dikerja masa sebab hanya 24 jam sehari setiap orang and ianya lalu pintas tanpa memberi amaran awal dan bila kita terlepas- terlepas engkau masa itu and it become past tense ok. The moral of the story is kerja masa bila perlu dan sentiasa kerja masa untuk kebaikan diri dengan melakukanperkara yang membawa manfaat kepada diri mahupun orang sekitar dalam dan luar negara kita ok fren? Lain kata what is life man?

Fren, Setakat kerja mengikut bidang masing-masing memang tak bermasalah sangat sebab itu kan kerja hakiki namun sekiranya bertambah kerja pentadbiran akan berbeza pula dan ini pada orang - orang tertentu yang berkemampuan jadi soal saya ialah kerja-kerja termasuk linkages with parties inilah menjadi kerja harian bertambah berat. Walau bagaimanapun. ini lumrah manusia tak hidup keseorangan tapi berkomuniti dan proses sosialisasi inilah namanya maka kena bersabar dan berusaha sedaya upaya di mana yang menentukan itu bukan insan itu sendiri tetapi maha esa atau karma insan tersebut, betul ke? tak payah jawab tapi faham-faham sahaja. yeh yeh yeh.

Fren, 11 sept yang lepas, saya lulus VIVA Ph.D saya dan kini 11 Feb akan adanya Senate UPM untuk membuat endorsement for my Ph.D ok! so number 11 is the number for me ...? Well just joking ok because date actually means different to different people and it doesn't mean anythings as well as to anyone ok but in my case is just so .... Wait until that day- 4 working days and let see the result but I feel great because chance given to graduate my academic achievement in my life ok and thanks to many parties who I could not list down by this time but slowly I will descrive my thankful to them ok.

Fren, Sama tapi tak serupa- boss tetap boss itu sama namun tak serupa dari segi gaya kepemimpinan; gaya bercakap; gaya orangnya; gaya menjalani tugas serta memang insan yang lain. Wait and see and must remember fren, you must always give people chance to perform or get to know the person individually or personally because you pass any comments ok fren, this is mainly advice to myself as a person or subordinate to the boss. Well but the boss sttill a boss. Last but not least, no matter who is the boss or will be the boss, working ethics and work is still work- kerja hakiki tetap hakiki ok.

Fren, Apa itu sabar= patience - the ability a to wait for something calmly for a long time (Longman Dic, 1978) so once we say be patience mean wait or "Tan" in hokkian dialect and sabar in bahasa ok. In other words, there is any the person can improve or workout except patiently see the how right? Patience needs dedication as well as inner believe in "religion thought"? according to individual's belief ok and at the end of the day, a person might and might not gain what the person aim to, right? As far as patience is concerned, my own experience is the person will get what the person wants if the seriousness and work consistently all workout with the using the person subconscious and conscious mind then it will happen one day, is the matter of when? (time) Last but not least, patience is sometime or to me it is most of the time the party who has the authority to make the end result what could the person gain, is the one who play "dirty" and/or misint...

Fren, Very sad fren, why? Apa daya Mu!! Sebelah orang memang hutang sekeliling pinggang dan orang sebelah lagi nak enjoy saja - kononnya nak makan angin ke England ooi. Apa daya Mu? Orang sebelah yang kurang bertimbangrasa dengan orang sebelahnya serta nak saja ikut nafsu dirinya dengan tanpa prihatin pada orang sebelah jua. Apa jenis manusia ini? Apa daya Mu, insan yang tanpa boleh diajak berbincang khususnya masalah kewangan, susah nak berbincang untuk menghadapi masalah keluarga bersama namun insan ini hanya bulat-bulat hendak ditanggung oleh pihak suami saja, kalu ikut adat cina lama dah lama isteri ini kena cerai bertalak 3 dah! Apa daya Mu, lupa saja le selagi tidak perlu ditanggung perbelanjaan ke England ini oleh si suami cukup lah, apa daya Mu. Bahkata, senang boleh bersama- sama menukmati kesenangan tapi bila kesusahan ditanggung oleh si suami saja, dia peduli apa, apa daya si suami? Jadi apa daya Mu. Hairan sungguh apakah sebenarnya dia nak kahwin atau berumahtangga jika ...

Fren, As far as work is concerned, we need to enjoy whatever we do and whenever we do then only could say that your are enjoying working life. Well, after exercises done together with my students during athletic class as well as training methodology class, I felt great and releasede tension as well and at the same time, they enjoyed their lesson and became better listeners perhap, this is consider very happy and good time to me as a guru. Process of learning taken place and my core business be well taken care, whatelse to border or to worry in terms of work and this is really enjoying - man. Do you understand what am I talking about? No? Yes never mindlah.

Fren, Biar boss baharu mahupun boss lama- sama sahaja, kerja hakiki tetap kerja hakiki, kerja dengan hati dan jiwa yang ikhlas demi kebaikan anak-anak didikan itu adalah core business sebagai pensyarah, right? Yang lain terpulang kepada keprihatinan boss mana satu pun. Seperti kata orang: Lain orang lain rezeki dan memang lain boss lain kerenah itu sahaja, fren. Sistem memang dah lama ada, implementasi dan cara implementasi lain- lain terpulang kepada interpretasi boss baharu, betul? Sesudah mengetahui dendaan nasib untuk lima tahunlah, apa lagi nak dikatakan. Apatah lagi dah lebih kurang 23 tahun++ berkhidmat sebagai pegawai perkhidmatan kerajaan (Sek. rendah ke IPTA) tetap jadi mangsa sistem saja maka tak hairan dengan kerenah boss baharu ke atau boss lama ke - sama saja, reda menghadapi segala cabaran hidup namun tak akan lupa sama sekali intention to educate anak- anak didikan di mana jua saya berkhidmat- They are my clients and they are harapan bangsa masing-masing mahupun negar...

Fren, Lain orang lain rezeki, lain pentadbir lain kerenah. Lima tahun lah, lima tahun lah, lima tahun... Inilah dugaan nasib mereka yang berhajat nak belajar demi kebaikan atau peningkatan ilmu dalam career diri dan akan menyumbang balik ilmu kepada para pelajar mereka kelak tapi tapi tapi telah didenda dengan tak diberi peluang mendapat anjakan gaji untuk selama lima tahun dari tahun sipolan balik daripada cuti belajar itu walaupun PTK mereka pada paras 4/4 lah? Cuti belajar? aiyah- tak kisah samada mereka yang belajar dengan mode sepenuh tanggungan (Berbiasiswa penuh) atau mereka yang belajar cuma dengan cuti (2 tahun) tanpa biasiswa, apa jenis peraturan ini? Adakah atas prinsip "pukul rata" atau "pukul sama sekali" jadi adakah ini dikatakan kaedah menggalakkan para tenaga pengajar IPTA untuk melanjutkan pelajaran ke peringkat PhD atau master mereka demi peningkatan taraf IPTA secara amnya di Malaysia, tanah air kita? Aplikasi klausa (atas budibicara) oleh pent...

Fren, Tahniah kawan, masa kecapaian doktor falsafah anda telah tiba and nyata berlaku, tahniah sekali lagi kawan. So what? Apakah rancangan- atau perancangan anda selepas ini? No no No don't be too serious ok because I just joke only fren yeh yhe yeh. As far as caree part is concerned, our fren been offered promotion to senior post already, which I think is good and tahniah fren ok, berbaloi akan kecapaian anda ini betul? I tak berniat jahat but very happy atau kata orang tumpang gembira saja, janganlah marah kawan. Apa apa yang saya curahkan ini cuma perasaan diri saja, tak ada apa - apa niat kawan ok? Last but not least, si polan ini tengah tunngu keputusan muktamad yang seperti kawan tadi namun yang beza ketara ialah si polan ini belum berezeki ditawar promotion to senoir post dan agak jauh lagi setelah banyak kali cuba mencuba, tak apa kata orang belum ada rezeki tapi to the si polan cuma agak Karma tak baik gut so apa kesilapan sipolan ini ya? yeh yeh yeh sudahlah nasib you....

Fren, Recalled back the 11-9-09 was my VIVA date and now 4 months later, I am still waiting for the endorsement of Graduate School of my Ph.D University, time passed like no business and now my life goes on with changes in terms of relaxation in mentally as well as psychologically because hard time, dark time and time time time has temporary gone ok. However, in my career life, it is still consider very fresh and new eventhough I am contributing for 9 years in the existing system already so what I need to do is to work harder and I always need to depend on by chance or second chance that only I might get the opportunities to be shifted into new category as far as career improvement is concerned, but wil it happen? Nobody could tell me but... Last but not least, I work very hard and very serious in whatever I am doing especially in my core business over my varsity or faculty and let's it be ... ok? Yeh yeh yeh

Fren, Life and time will go on without much say or wait for anyone man, so when a person think that he or she would like to do some things good to own without cause other in trauble then do it fren. Do not waste your brilliant time fren. What I use to say is, do it with planned and consistently with progressively principle as well as hard work with patience and things will come to you or side you but...stressful life within certain time duration ok? Last but not least, in other point of view, if you think that you are satisfy with whatever you have and you are doing, getting or your life then be cool fren because life is alway depend on what you want it to be fren ok. Am I right? Yeh yeh yeh

Fren, Play- activity for amusement only esp among the young or to do things that pass the time pleasantly- Longman Dic, 1978. In terms of education context, the play is inclusively with the process of learning because in the playing activities themsleves which there should needed a party to plan, to guid and to even set the objective of play- the person that in this context is - the teacher? the coach? or the trainer... you may name them, well... Coaching as defined in sports context would be sound like: mainly improving performance in training by turning activities athletes do into learning situations, in a planned way , under guidance. Well from the play then it would intent to improve the play then in would involve the process of learning vice versa.

Fren, Happy new year - 2010, I wish everyone of my friend, relatives and family members are healthy, healthy and nothing beside healthy all the time. With the healthy body, mind and sole only you could move forward as what you want to, plan to or sudden to, right? 2010 as the new year coming together for us to make our life difference and it should bring new experience and new thought as well as new move into new era or hopefully that things would get better and better to every one of my friend, relatives and family members. Last but not least, do not take things for granted because anythings could happened in second of time especially related to health problem ok fren! Happy New Year and good day.