Kuok Ker

Rushing? rush and rush will make mistakes ooi. But for the good? Good? what's that so good? Good for future in carer life, once in the whole life, man! Well, worth it man and completed at the end of the day but... the result will be later and later so. fren, nothing that I could say any more and to me this is the only chance that I have after 20 years of my career life in education ok? I just gave a try and let's wait or Tan tan tan for the result. Last but not least, I wish myself good luck and wish them all the best they wanted to be. Bye.

What is Trust? It was defined as firm belief in the honesty, good news,worth, justice,power, etc. of someone or something (longman Dic, 1978). Well, since when you trust me? yeh yeh yeh and based on what you trust someone 0r something? Criteriatical or instinct or what, please? I was building my trust with my students (any one and no gender bias) through their attendance rate for my course and based on behavioural science concerned that when someone showed interest by never and ever missed you thought or class would be the one could be trusted and that's how the trust build, ok. We are facing deep trouble if we did not have any empirically collective measure on someone either trust someone or not trust at all yet there was or were decisions make enforcement, this will make the world upside down or riot when time come, and we can see what is happening around us or globally as well. Sudah lah merepek and merungut sahaja, tak pe biar saya sahaja.

Well, frens, Second time salwageable in one month time? What do you think? Ha ha ha yeh yeh yeh. Life man! This is life and this is experience, good experience for one and I don't think ther is other human being facing this situation but it was still good because salwageable rather than died off right? As far as depending on other sympathize is concerned, salwageable is consider good enough because there might just fail you any time and any way because plenty of ways and means to just make some one in hard life because of interest issue or demand and supply theory involved.

Orang lain sudah jauh melangkah ke depan untuk masa depan mereka masing-masing dan insan kecil ini masih mengeluh akan nasib, nasib dan nasibnya, apalah ini ya? yeh-yeh yeh. Soalnya apa silap dan apa yang akan berlaku jika senantiasa ketinggalan iaitu Tan tan tan atau tunggu tunggu dan tunggu ye he he he sudahlah kira-kira telah berlaku perubahan iaitu terdapat perganjakan selepas menperolehi bantu yang cukup bermakna untuk diri dan ini akan memberi erti hidup untuk langkah menjadi penyelidik yang bertauliah buat masa akan datang gut? Saya cuma nak belajar dan seterusnya menyampai ilmu penyelididikan kepada generasi akan datang itu saja di samping berganjak sedikit self confidence demi keluarga yang berlatar belakang tanpa business minded atau anak penjual ais krim man. Bahkah kata orang berilmu dan bertauliah demi untuk membuat kajian demi kajian kelak, hoprfully sebab belum tentu sebab banyak hurdle di depan lagi ooi.

Fren, On 10-6-09 when I was on my way to meet my chairman of committee, I was hell of thinking whether he wanted to sign my form in order for me to submitt my thesis for the process of examination after 8 yeras journey..... Well, this trip or today is my best day because I managed to get him signed and other two coommittes as well even though I needed to go to Putrajya but done and get back to faculty to get the last sign (dean) then went home. Well, I know that I don't have such wonderful feeling since many years especially the research started, reading is wonderful but time constraint make people crazy ok. Well ...

Fren, pada sayalah sekiranya sesorang itu hanya bulat-bulat serah diri dan bergantung kepada nasibnya sahaja adalah manusia yang lemah dan cukup lemah tapi.... sekiranya telah berusaha semampu dan sekuat yang boleh atas kapasiti dirinya masih berliku-liku hendaknya jalan hidupnya... inilah agaknya nasib, nasib orang itu daripada balasan karma lepas, betul ke? yeh yeh yeh. Saya bukan ulama dan bukan sami tapi manusia biasa yang telah mengalami macam-macam rasa hidup nyata ini saja. I take this blog as the base for me to express and to train or to give self a chance to write some things even common things as well. In fact, I am still in the struggering stage for my PhD journey because most of the problem arise were of extranous variables that actually out of my control and this is so called "Committee system" which I think is the man are the one who make this system worse ... so I am the one as the victim and I am still trying ny best even now I am actually in salwageble stage...

Yahooooo Kancil balik ke tuannya di bandar Klang - Bandar DiRaja Yeh yeh yeh , entah kenapa orang itu mahu pinjam kancil saya untuk sehari? atau Polis Diraja kita hebat dan betul hebat, ini merupakan pujian saya berikan kepada polis diraja kita kerana pada tengahari 2-6-09 pulak sarjan yang incharge kes saya telah talipon saya bahawa kancil saya telah dijumpai dekat ladang kelapa sawit di mana kancil saya ini macam kat hutan atau nak balik kampung saja... Oh ya kancil nak balik hutan tak jadi maka balik ke bandar dengan urusan paper work saya mengeluarkkan kancil dari balai polis, dengan semerta saya telah bersihkan (cuci) serta service sekali dan tambahbaik tempat duduk etc. Urusan insuran dan road tax turut dibuat segera kerana memang telah tamat tempohnya pada 1-6-09 tapi.... Road tax sangkutlah kerana pihak polis belum bersihkan senarai hitam dekat JPJ... bila ye? ?? Walau bagaimanapun , saya sebagai tuan kancil amat happy dan syukur kerana dapat balik kesayangan saya atau ...

Sesudah satu bulan tanpa luangkan masa untuk menulis blog sejak 1-5-09 maka kali ini merupakan cerita yang agak pelik sebab kancil yang kecil dan buruk saya pun pagi-pagi pada pukul 5.55 apabila saya bangkit dari tidur untuk menyiram pokok dan bunga taman kecil rumah kecil saya itu, kancil kecil saya turut "lesap" macam itu saja. Pada ketika itu, makcik jiran depan rumah saya yang biasa saya tegur "good morning" itu datang menuju arah saya dan memberitahu saya bahawa lebih kurang pukul 3.00 pagi 1-6-09 ini dia nampak 3 orang india menaiki motorsikal datang dekat kereta kancil saya dan membuat sesuatu dengan pintu kancil saya lepas itu "lesap" lah kancil kecil dan buruk saya namun saya amat amat sayang padanya sebab sekian lama "dia" telah amat amat berjasa kepada saya sebab pengangkutan "mewah" anak-anak saya dan sayalah. Dengan kadar segera saya talipon polis namun saya dikehendaki lapor pada balai yang terdekat boleh maka saya pinja...

Well fren, I came to the stage of salvage from death or pain, man? What's man and what to do when I am trapped into this stage but I think it positively as long as "jalan" and surviving ok. Fren, I have no choice and time against and always on disadvantages of me and choice is not with me, this is the most terrible situation so what I can say to myself is "I ask for it" only and I am the one to face it until the end of the day as long as I still "hidup" ok. 10 days to salvaging the piece of work and 10 days to try out with brilliant of correction and unknown consequences man ha ha ha this is me and this is th etype of life I had gone through and never ending yet...yeh.