Kuok Ker

As far as time is concerned, we may get or do whatsoever plan/s that been planned provided we need to be seriuosly treat the time that we have appropriately without intentionly waste time of own or others, this is so call unfair to others ok. Well, in 2 and half hours I managed to settled 3 major events that needed me to go about and involved human being or second and third party ok, this make me feel very confident to coming events that I may face after this incident. Thus, I felt tired and I did fele satisfying with what I had tried befor until nowaday.

As far as education is concerned, there is no way, such as racist because knowledges that through the educator should deliver means needed to do so other wise I think you better "quit" or stop become knowldege terrorist or ...? Educator is one like or is a Khalifa who suppose to deliver the right thing and ways and make people to be autonomous self right doing things without forcing especially when human right as well as the educator ethic is concerned. I was teaching for past 21 years already and until today too and in my heart or in my mind I am still very "fresh" or energitic to deliver my knowldege to the next generation who are Multiraces until mono race as well, so as far as education that I love so much, I am so happy and self satisfy on my on going process in lecturing and research into certain field if i got chances especially for education or in my case is sports sciences and sports management, the body of knowldege.l.

To me, every body on earth is beutiful and wonderful because single one as well is unique and they have their own potential or capability in whatsoever skill or field as long as they have cahnce to polish themselves. Survivor skills or soft skills are highly emphasizing in IHEs now and the question is how far and how true that the undergraduates getting those skills? Let say, if the " teacher" also one kind and they themselves were under the inffluent of old system and some more they are not thinker but only as followers so, the next generation that they teach will even getting less and lesser "knowledge" or skills that supposed to gain eventually.See the problem of wrongly interpret the values in education? or as a man ok. Well, for sure that I won't want to be the "Chow kia" teacher because I stick to the education should be for all even equally and the knowledge delivered should bot be "bias" or one sided to certain community only ok!

I am a part of the U but not the stake holder of it! This is why I think I could assessed and evaluated to what I see and what I feel on clearer side and thise won't mean that I did not like it, no, I love it very much because I am part of it ok? and I enjoy so much to what I do or learn here ok? What a wonderful U because every thing provided to the high end and it was from the infrastructures , soft wares and hard wares as well as far as education is concerned nationwide so what else, the U students want, man? Practically every thing on the earth and/ or a man should learn or earn from but yet I feel that the unstatisfied feelings are still around our frens and keep on asking or requiring/requesting some more from a public organization which is the name Malaysian government and which it should taken care of the whole nation people who voted for them!! As the end of the day, story won't end and the human won't progress because too wonderful life ok.

Cabaran itu datang daripada diri sendiri secara dalaman kerana sekiranya apa yang dihadapi oleh seseorang itu kalu tidak "mahu" atau tak tercabar akan naluri orang itu maka pasti tak ada tindakan susulan samada yang positif mahupun yang negatif. Mencabar diri sendiri ini adalah berisiko tinggi sebab "kegagalan" menanti di depan mahupun "kejayaan" akan menanti di depan, mana satu? Sedia mencabar kemampuan diri dengan peluang yang diberi? ha ha ha. Kata orang, itu nasib atau takdir, betulkan? berapa peratus atau tingginya kesahihan dan kebolehpercayaan akan nasib semata- matanya? siapa yang menentukan ..? Tuhan atau ...diri sendiri? Usaha seterusnya amatlah penting dan perlu atau wajib sekiranya ingin mencabar kemampuan diri sendiri, tahu? He he he. Cabaran dari luaran itu kadang kala di luar jangkaan maka dugaan disebut dan pada saya harus berusaha jua sehingga setakat mana kemampuan diri tercabar baru mengatakan takdir jika tak shih.... telan dan terima...

Suatu masa dahulu apabila seseorang yang agar "tak berada" dalam komunitinya sedang berusaha bersungguh- sungguh di mana usahanya adalah daripada titik mula iaitu 0 sehinggalah masa kini orang itu masih dan sedang berusaha tak habis- habis. Sudah lepas selama 46 tahun berusaha namun apa yang nampak secara sahih ialah telah mencapai cita-cita asas namun seterusnya masih tengah menanti ooi. Menanti dengan cukup bersabar dan seterusnya kecapaian orang itu hanya bergantung atas keprihatinan orang lain yang memang di laur kawalan serta di luar kemampuan orang itu ha ha ha. Tak apa tunggu sahaja masa untuk menentukan serta nanti akan sebut suatu masa dahulu lagi ooi.

Masa No masa means what? Ha ha ha bermaksub sampai bila- bila pun macam ni lah. Hi Hi Hi selagi sejenis manusia yang berada dalam alam nyata ok ? faham? entahlah. Masa no masa akan membuat kelunturan manusia percaya kepada yang atas atau "superiority" or ... interpret sendiri, kan pandai manusia ya? hi hi hi hi. Mu tetap mu or moooo.... dan bekerja atas kepercayaan diri yang kukuh sehingga pencen ok. Itulah penutup tirai percakapan atau keluhan diri Kak kak kak

Tak banyak bezelah, nasib seorang pensyarah banyak bergantung kepada "Superiorisme" or ketua in the faculty. Namun subjeks pengajaran lain sikit iaitu anak- anak muda yang gagah, besar serta berfikiran kendiri di mana fakta yang tetap harus disampaikan dengan research based. Walau bagaimanapun saya masih kekal sebagai seorang pendidik yang ingin mendidik generasi baharu demi kedaulatan negara Malaysia, tak lari daripada prinsip Rukunegara serta mengharapkan para didikan saya nanti akan menyumbang balik ilmu serta "soft skills" yang positif kepada anak- anak lain pulak dan bukan kerja setakat penuh syarat ooi. Apa yang membebel ini sudahlah, as long as I fell happy and satisfy ok

Hati ingin jadi cikgu atau guru sejak 80an kerana saya tak kemampuan keluarga nak menghantar saya belajar serta saya terdedah kepada "tabula rasa" para murid sekolah rendah di mana mereka memang suci serta tulus hati, gurulah yang paling "besar" serta paling dihormati, tak berani membantah mahupun... Dengan sebab itu saya memohon dan diterima untuk menjejak langkah ke alam maktab perguruan di mana saya mula menjinak jinak menjadi seorang guru dalam erti kata sebenar untuk mendidik anak- anak bangsa supaya mereka lebih pandai serta lebih berkebolehan daripada diri sendiri tanpa merajuk atau merungut akan wang ringgit iaitu gaji... Namun apa yang kenyataan di diunia nyata ini adalah wajib dan mesti ada sijil yang besar baharu dibayar gaji besar dan dihormati ramai. Di mana ilmu pendidikan dan pengajaran tak dipeduli sangat sehingga suatu ketika guru non graduate sebagai "lembu" dan guru graduate mendapat hasilan usaha mereka yang bukan graduate. Maka saya m...

Rumah ada! Perabot rumah ada! Career ada! Anak ada! Kereta ada! Namun rasa kesejukan? Faham maksud saya? Tak...kan? Zaman muda, zaman segar dan zaman bujang, ingin nak adakan satu rumah, orang rumah, anak-anak tapi payah sebab kurang "mampu" dari segi kewangan atau belum ada career serta belum cukup ilmu lagi namun keinginan itu segar dan jelas kehendak diri. Sekarang dah " mampu" namun rasa kesejukan and it becomes very meaningless dan apa boleh buat, diri membawa diri macam "bujang" jua? faham apa saya maksudkan? Tak... tak apalah. I work very hard to self improve and self satisfy for own abilities and capability in this life , that's but I fell really sad just because what ever I do could not end up nicely or what supoostly on theory like the understanding by "some one" , see and now I feel like a failure and very lonely feel in this life that I need to go on.