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Fren, Peaceful life with peaceful mind? Is this easy to gain, fren? The answer is NO and not so because somehow there is always some one who like to make your life uneasy and without peaceful at all than only "they" are happy ok Try and try my fren, I try very hard because I don't believe in what so called "Takdir" without work hard enough and that is why I feel so bad on some things or some incidences that make me feel sad and hard feeling and could I blame the "Takdir" ha ha ha no right? To me personally to say it is "Takdir" but most of the time is human factor - Man always and there are many species as well in this world and in our surrounding to make thing hard or worse according to their sake of like or love yeh

Fren, What field are you talking about? Football field? handball field? Futsal field? This is the reason to turn down one good intention in paper presentation oversea arena. Let me start with the intention of presenting this paper oversea: 1) To expose Faculty as the Branch center of South East Asia in Research and building networking. 2) Expose graduate's work which is presentable and helping out the student in future if he wants to further his post study. Are these consider bad intention. The reason to reject the paper is mainly not your field and as long as services and academic work in faculty is concerned (10 years time) many graduates under my supervision were graduated could be "Unqualified" because their titles were not all in my field and yet under my supervision to pass out University? Yeh yeh yeh. See, how contradict is? Professional means take the result and work accordingly - over here we use to say kerja Hakiki tetap kerja hakiki kalu tak haram gaji buta, ...

Fren, Tukar angin? Tukar persekitaran? Apa saja nak sebut janji ingin saya berubah sikit ok! Yeh yeh yeh. Walaubagaimanapun, perubahan persekitaran itu cuma faktor luaran saja ok. Apa yang saya lebih utamakan adalah kegembiraan dalaman atau the internal satisfaction of a person di mana ianya adalah mungkin lebih "berkekalan". Hope so... Tak ada apa yang "kekal" dan abadi buat selama- lamanya namun apa yang boleh dilakukan adalah pengekalan rangka rantaian perasaan dalaman seseorang lebih penting dan mungkin lebih "kekal" contohnya kecapaian matlamat atau objektif dalam kehidupan diri sendiri ok. Paham apa yang saya bebel ya?

Fren, What is going on man? What is going on? What is going wrong? What is going to happening? What? What and What? Seem that I already involved in scholars' world, so call scholars but there are some of them or many of them are not really wanted their students to be better than them - "Kea Su" or "Kea Si" is in their heart and mind so they are practicing some nonsense stuff which I got to know about and I feel very bad but while I am a lone to fight or against but nothing much I can do so, I just prayed to my believe Tuhan: Please make them "lembut hati" sikit pun cukup le. Oh no. Well, I should not think too much about the negative stuff otherwise myself self conscious would be negative too, for what man, for what and what what what? Yeh.

Fren, Day in and day out with daily duties or life's routine. Do you feel bore, fren? Ha ha ha. I just wondered ok yeh? To me, personally and frenly speaking, somehow some time or a may be a short while yes, I did feel boredom but after thinking of loving some one and being love by some ones and I am wishing and really wanted to get together with my love ones than no more bore and no boredom ok. Life goes on and must go with wonderful experiences, my fren. How you feel at that particular moment actually could play a big role in order for that person to make up his or her mind to react on that time or that particular short while ok. Somehow you may say that short while could be very dangerous but to me it is very interesting moment because this moment's decision is most properly solely depend on the person's will power or collection of past experiences and also as well as the person's future wonder, right? Yeh. What I mean is, a person must or should has "ambit...