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Fren, Stress, stress and stress in my PhD jouney that make me feel chest pain when I am jogging around our stadium. this signal make me very worry that I might... well, after the 23-12-09 and now I try out again for my morning jog before entering to work that I feel much much better, eventhough it is not totally gone but much better in terms of inhale and exhale with morning fresh air? No fresh air here perhap but ... ok, the main point here is the chest pain ok.. and it is away-away and away ok hopefully my fren.

Fren, Tahniah pada diri saja? NO , Bukan itu saja, sebab saya nak turut mengucapkan tahniah kepada kawan-kawan yang amat membantu saya khususnya pada saat saat genting dan mereka ni seperti En Ongtf dan begitu juga kepada Prof Madya Dr chair kerana berkesempatan untuk saya menghantar tesis pembetulan ke graduate school man. Tahniah pada diri ini sebenarnya cuma ingin memperkukuhkan semangat perjuangan diri si polan untuk sekian lama dan agar si polan masih berkeupayaan atau menjadi makin kuat semangat untuk perjuangan hidup yang menanti kedatangan tahun 2010 khususnya bulan Feb nanti ya! yeh yeh yeh. Paham apa tu, tak paham pun takapa lah. Si polan yang akan menjawab cabaran tu yes yes yes.

Fren, Tang Yuan - suatu jenis sajian untuk kesyukuran oleh sekian komuniti sekali dalam setahun dan ianya turut membawa maksud secara simbolik - suatu penghabisan tugasan atau tanggungjawab dengan sempurna dan seterusnya akan berusaha untuk masa akan datang. Saya mengambil iktibar bahawasanya dengan hari Tang Yuan tahun ini, rezeki si polan telah berjaya mendapat kelulusan atau "green light" untuk melepasi penyempurnaan tesis yang sekian lama diperjuangkan (9 tahunlah) keseluruhannya dalam pengajian peringkat Ph. D si polan tu. Syukur seperti Tang Yuan dan seterusnya perjalanan masih jauh lagi ke depan namun dengan kelayakan ini akan menjadikan si polan berlesen untuk memandu serta mencana tenaga terhadap anak- anak didikan si polan demi masa depan mereka yeh yeh itu saja.

Fren, Gold medal for football event after 20 years time ok! 40 gold medals as the 4th placing at the end of the SEA games , tahniah! Why not? because we still able to perform well. It is depend on how single person look at it and pass their comments ok. Personally, credits must gave to the whole contigent especiallly coaches and players as well as the official/officers too because the results were after hard work and after years of afford and sarcifices of many parties even from the players' parent too. Tahniah Malaysia Boleh. Well, 40 gold medals are the results (which everybody could see and could pass comments) but what about the afford put in to gain this results are nobody border so much ok and somehow, there are people who use to say but not doing anythings or do somethings and claim everything ha ha ha yeh yeh yeh

Fren, 3-1 ? 3-1 ! skor Malaysia team, tahniah dan Malaysia Boleh ok. But to me it recall that I needed to face 3 giants in order to cross myself to VIVA Ph D see it was different meaning to me man. Ha ha ha . Well not only this hurdle but another 3-1 again because I need to face another 3 giants in terms of working out to submit my final thesis man?? Yeh yeh yeh. 3-1 and what about final with Vietnam? On paper Malaysia Boleh and in reality must be Boleh jua ok Malaysia Football team and all the best to Malaysian. Salam Satu Malaysia, boleh kan?

Fren, Tired, tired and tired, What and Why so tired? Life, man... tired just because so many things that what we want to do and move forward needed other people or depend on third party only can move, so what do you think man? Career part, we need to depend on our superior to gain promotion or even self competencies also need some one to depend on ... so what is the meaning of individuals competency, man? Tired all these PR things. I thought that when I am competent then will... but very wrong in reality man! Family part, we need spause together to get things done at home and spause is another party who is also not easy to make her to move together to the planned direction, tired man. Relationship with our frens needed even more PR in terms of getting together with them to come out some things out of nothing and this also tiring man... Well, to me, things that I could do or committed to do are not tired to do so but in the process of completing them when it comes to deal with othe...

Fren, Cloudy weather became smillingly day, is that good or isn't it great? Definitely answer is Yes my fren, right? Well, do you know that cloudy day is alway happen to a man from day and night but the smillingly day need time to adjust and it needs to be gained from corporation from varies party which actually started with the individuals, link with the company and incorporate with the environmental factors as well. Do you understand what I am talking about? Yeh yeh yeh. Next, my question is how long could it be smillingly day perhap one, two minutes, hours, days , months or years? Who knows and who could tell me, man? Nobody could accept the parties involved who would like it to be consistently smillingly and not asking for cloudy weather in personal life, am I right? Some times perhap!or No no no yeh.