Kuok Ker

Fren, Lupakan apa sahaja yang buruk dan tak baik kerana demi masa depan, demi perjuangan hidup seterusnya saya ini mentah menta masih jauh dan lamanya lagi perjuangan di dunia nyata ini kalu panjang umur kehendaknya. Cubaan maka ada dugaan serta pergolakan, perselesehan serta terlingkup, termaktub dan apa sahaja dugaan dalam cubaan ini yeh yeh yeh, siapalah saya ini! Selagi rasa tak nak, tak sudi serta tak give up selagi itulah masa cuaan dan cua sedaya upaya sahaja yang menentukan itu bukan saya tau? yeh yeh yeh

Fren, Well, apa nak buat? Buat dan Bikin lagilah, siapa suruh engkau yang cari payah dari 2001 lagi. Take it as challenging in this life ok! Demi diri, keluarga, bangsa dan negara yeh yeh yeh. Buat semula dan cuma seberapa teliti dan akan mencari English expert untuk read my piece for the following time or sehingga capai matlamat diri ok. Jawabnya buat dan bikin. yeh yeh yeh

Fren, Banyak pening kepala, banyak kena jogging (jarak atau masa jog boleh). Inilah petua diri aku yang asyik pening lalat, pening otak, pening pening dan pening. Kalu hari tak hujan atau hari cuti sekolah, aku ada lebih masa sikit untuk jog lebih lama, seronok sungguh lepas geram atas trak stadium kita, kalu hari biasa agak kejar masa sikit kerana ker..ja lah. Semasa jog, lantaklah aku cakap dengan diri sendiri, atau cakap dengan pokok sekeliling, burung turut aku perbicarakan, dia orang tak paham dan tak membalas cakap serta turut dengar atau tak tak apa janji aku rasa lega yeh.

Fren, Cakap banyak tak ada gunanya jika tak ada tindakan susulan mengenai apa yang telah dipertuturakan dan cakap banyak tak guna juga kerana memang manusia tak nak dan tak mampu berubah kepada yang baik, jadi buat apa cakap banyak- banyak. Perpaduan teras kejayaan begitulah bunyinya, hebat tapi pemimpin "grass root" tak menyahutnya, lagi-lagi implementor mempunyai "interpretasi" diri sendiri di mana biasanya jauh betul daripada inspirasi kerajaan yang sebenar- benarnya iaitu maklumlah manusia jua. Tak nak cakap banyak lagi... choa

Fren, I give up, I give up to the system to the man and to the fortune only. There is no other way accept the fact that take some time for another semester just to go finalize my language problem in my thesis write out, no one can help and no one want to help at this moment because all busy with own commitment man. I give up, I give up just because I am a tiny human on this earth and I can't go against the reality big picture especially in mmy country (nationwide), reality or must realistic to the fact that we must relax , relax and relax, let's time to justifying own afford or work out and that also provided that there is ...

Fren, Mak suruh belajar kuat-kuat ketika mak ada sejak muda lagi, tak dengar nasihat orang tua untuk belajar bahasa orang putih, sekarang menyesal kerana sangkut dalam penulisan tesis sebab bahasa ya? Cikgu suruh belajar bersungguh-sungguh bahasa, tak mahu cuma mahu main "Sukan" mahu main saja, sekarang menyesal, menyesal dan menyesal sampai tak terkata. Sistem pelajaran pulak tak tekan kepentingan bahasa, setakat lulus dah, itulah sistem ketika tu dah bila tak disuruh kan maka "happy" masa itulah jadi menyesal sekarang, dah terlambat, dah terhina serta tersesak nafas ooi. Akhir kata, salahkan diri sendiri saja, jangan salahkan orang yang mengandung dan jangan salahkan sistemtapi diri tak berguna, malas dan padan muka.

Fren, After all, I just knew counterpart from Japan, South Africa, Korea , Polish and local Universities only. It was interesting because there were many information that I could gain and it was been notice that the next Congress will be held in Finland (2010), than Japan (2016) and 2012, 2014 organizers are not ready? Well, this year is in Genting Highland and it was glad event but our policy makers are not really appreciate on this move because there are veru few = nil until closing ceremony only they came so my question is : All relevance papers on the move of Sports for all would be consider or reach them or not? well, god knows ok. Last but not least, our participants are very seriuos in this attending 3 out of 4 presented paper, see UiTM is good, FSR is good man.

Fren, I just came back from one of the world congress which hold in local ( Genting Highland ) and it was attended by 550 candidates or delegates from 96 countries all over the world, was it grand? Well, it was very interesting because there were plenty of research and theoretical papers presented from over sea counterparts and there were in French as well. I was presenting one simple pre experimental study and it was ok only but I learned to handling Q & A with my experience in the coaching and training methodology field so I felt good through this chance given in this platform. Here, I need to say thanks to PBSM faculty and Dr Wee as well as Faculty Dean in this chance gievn. Thanks.

Fren, November 08, I started up with going to present one paper in 12th World Sport for All Congress- Sport for all- for Life in Genting Highland from 3-11-08 to 6-11-08 and this is time I will miss my children because I am very close with them as their papa yeh yeh yeh. However, as their papa, I work hard and I try my best to upgrade myself in my career and this will giving them betterment if possible and they are my only aspiration in this life's journey ok. I love them and care of them as well. My intention here is to remind myself or frens that, please do take care of our own business and not take care about other people and self business never manage well yet you keep on need to be helped whenever small problem arise just because own self could not border self things before time or never ever get self early preparedness . Ask help only when you are really prepared well and yet there are uncontrolable variables happened there and then but if we could manage or control own...